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Jeff B. White navigated a labyrinth of early trauma and the fierce gravity of meth addiction to forge a path of survival through harm reduction and witchcraft. He details this journey in the pages of his raw, gritty memoir and he transforms these lived experiences into dark allegorical fantasy epics.

The memoir where it all began, and the mythology that it became.

About Jeff

"Jeff B. White writes the way good people listen. Honest, profound, and unhurried. I knew his work was real when I found myself inside Blush Born as the Midgelle, drawn with more truth than I would have given myself. His storytelling is a gift that hands you back something you forgot you carried. Read his work. Then read him again."

The Source Material

Shards of Hope: A Tweaker Witch's Journey

Shards of Hope strips away the polished veneer of traditional recovery. When society presented a rigid ultimatum of absolute abstinence or inevitable ruin, Jeff forged an entirely new path. Pushed to the edge by an HIV diagnosis and the lingering ghosts of abuse, he discovered salvation outside the confines of the twelve steps. He anchored his survival in the pragmatic grace of harm reduction and the spiritual resonance of witchcraft. Through deliberate spellwork and unflinching self awareness, he transmuted ingrained shame into undeniable power.

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The Fantasy Epic

The Shards of Color Trilogy

The memoir is the source material for the sprawling fantasy epic that followed. Jeff B. White took the most raw, unfiltered truths of his own survival and forged them into the Kingdom of Evenhere. Every location, every character, every battle in the saga reflects something real. The Gray Order is not just fiction. The search for color is not just metaphor. This is the world that grew out of one man's refusal to disappear.

The Shards of Color Trilogy is an LGBTQ+ dark fantasy where emotions are the magic system, earned through rupture, survival, and choosing color in a world that demands Gray.

Blush Born by Jeff B. White — Book One of the Shards of Color Trilogy

Blush Born

Book One

Jethran Frye is born with color in a monochrome world. Deemed a flaw and marked for incineration, he soon discovers that his flaw is his greatest strength. Guided by his companion Fable, Jethran encounters the Seven Songs, the lost guardians of emotion and color. Armed with the magic of Spectrasy, Jethran faces the tyrannical ruler, the Uncrowned King, to free Evenhere from his insidious Gray Order. Jethran battles with no sword, but with emotional intelligence and radical vulnerability.

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A Faded Quest by Jeff B. White — Book Two of the Shards of Color Trilogy

A Faded Quest

Book Two

Peace shatters. The FADES Crisis targets the Silvarii. Fable's sister Saga accuses Jethran. The Kings must divide as Fable returns to Silvarii Hollow with Martier to guide his people through this time of fear. While Jethran and Saga seek the Pixxels of Power, primordial creators and the source of all elements, Saga must face her own prejudice when they are joined by Stanza, a Colorista who weaves her way into the Silvarii heart.

Echoes of Foreshadow by Jeff B. White — Book Three of the Shards of Color Trilogy

Echoes of Foreshadow

Book Three

After twenty years of harmony, a dark threat attacks Evenhere promising to erase all life. Jethran and Fable send their teenage sons to Silvarii Hollow to protect them. When the young princes discover a dark secret from the past, they start down a path that leads Prince Arby to become a vessel of darkness. The epic conclusion to the Shards of Color Trilogy promises to change everything you think you know about the Kingdom of Evenhere.

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The world of Evenhere is alive. From the concrete towers of Evenhere City to the glittering mushroom structures of Silvarii Hollow, discover a landscape where the ancient forest breathes with forgotten magic and Coloristas tend the Tapestries of Time.

Kingdom of Evenhere — illustrated map showing Evenhere City, the Eastern Hills, the Forest, Whispering Grove, Silvarii Hollow, and the Grotto of Trust

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You no longer are required to accept the gray life of complaint silence. No one can stop you break free from the monochrome cage and paint the world with the colors of your scars. You simply have to look within and find your colors.